Mommy Moment!

It's been almost 6 months since my mom passed away. As the time goes by the pain starts to decrease and life gets easier but I'm also scared that she'll start to fade and I won't remember her as clearly. I'll be using my blog to remember her and to share what an amazing woman she is! So expect a lot of mommy moments!

I wrote this on my facebook right after she passed but I want it on my blog also. I know most of you know about my mom…those who don’t will know now. There are just some things I need to say…

Just over three months ago my mom was diagnosed with a very rare skin cancer which was not treatable. I literally found out 2 days after the birth of McKenna. So many things went through my head…this isn’t fair…she’s too young…I’m too young to be without my mom…my kids will never know her…why at this time when I need her the most…what will our family do without her…are just a few of the main ones. I’ve spent the last few months crying, praying, celebrating, making new and cherished memories, and watching the woman I love most in this world fade away. Today she went home.

So today and forever I pay tribute and honor her. For those who knew her I know you loved her…and for those who didn’t, I’m sorry you never got the chance. She has been, and will be, my most treasured example…example of strength, honesty, fairness, kindness, sacrifice, love, and especially service. She lived for others, especially her family. She was an amazing teacher, and friend. I don’t remember her ever speaking unkindly about anyone, she was always quick to love and accept others. She had a gift for helping others feel comfortable in our home and in her presence. She loved having the family gather in her home and was an incredible cook! I know she has gone to a better place and will have much work to do on the other side! Thank you Mom for being you! I love you! Until we meet again…

Thank you all for your love, support, friendship, and encouraging words through this amazingly tough time in my life. Please use your talents to make this world a better place! Life is too short to live in a mindless, lazy, and selfish way. You’ve all touched my life in some way…thank you, and I love you!

21/11/08